No matter how beautiful my day was,
No matter how big the smile I was having,
No matter how loud my laughter was,
There's always a killjoy bombarding my mind.
Even though the huge pile of work were done,
And the lecturer are resting their throats,
Silently, the to-do-list becomes elastically stretched down.
When I have cute little smiley faces drawn in my agenda,
What I have on my face is frowns.
Oh what a perfect day to COMPLAIN and WEEP and CRY and SCREAM out loud "I HATE MY LIFE!!!"
Oh yes! this is what I WAS like, swimming in a pool of misery and hopelessness.
Reminiscing those times, when I walked in loneliness without something to hold on to, made me feel grateful that there is no such magic wand to bring me back to "those chapters of my life".
Once again, this is my PAST : )
Just like how the rainbow appears after a heavy rain, a wide smile is drawn in my heart after all those tears were squeezed out. I do not know the exact time and place, but I will not forget that enlightening, relieving, and overwhelming joy.
It was that very moment when I was touched by Jesus.
This is my present...
No matter how bad my day was,
No matter how fake the smile I was having,
No matter how loud my cry was,
There's always joy bombarding my mind.
Even though the huge pile of work were not done,
And the lecturer are exercising their throats,
Silently, the to-do-list becomes elastically stretched up.
When I have cute little sad faces drawn in my agenda,
What I have on my face is smiles.
Oh what a perfect day to THANK and SMILE and LAUGH and SCREAM out loud
"I LOVE MY LIFE!!!"
great post keep it up :)
ReplyDeleteWhen people lives are touch the our Lord Jesus, their lives begins to change. It is amazing that after you made that decision for Christ, he entered your life and his love was so strong that he took the hatred and turned it upside down.
ReplyDeleteGod is awesome. :)